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I should have known. Life isn't black and white, neither is college admissions. I have been neither rejected, nor accepted. But DEFERRED to regular decision. What am I to do? I feel as though I've lost all hope. Where the hell am I supposed to go. A couple posts back I talked about my inabliity to just stick with one, fall in love so deeply that there is no turning back. Little was I aware, I have fallen in love with Bryn Mawr College and no one can really understand that except for me. I allowed myself to feel like it was the only one, and now I'm left to wait until March to find out if I really get the privilege of attending. I'll be honest, I don't have high hopes.
So I sit here, staring at the computer screen past electric symbols trying to convince myself that "Lewis and Clark College", "Mount Holyoke College", and "Smith College" are the best colleges for me.
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I think I'm gonna apply to Chatham, Temple, and Mount Holyoke online and maybe Smith College? Swarthmore?
I just need to get my shit together, get organized, get teachers to write recs, get transcripts printed, get envelopes stamped.
I'm still in love with Bryn Mawr, how fucking pathetic. That love will never pass and I still long to get in.
~Maika
So I sit here, staring at the computer screen past electric symbols trying to convince myself that "Lewis and Clark College", "Mount Holyoke College", and "Smith College" are the best colleges for me.
***
I think I'm gonna apply to Chatham, Temple, and Mount Holyoke online and maybe Smith College? Swarthmore?
I just need to get my shit together, get organized, get teachers to write recs, get transcripts printed, get envelopes stamped.
I'm still in love with Bryn Mawr, how fucking pathetic. That love will never pass and I still long to get in.
~Maika