OMG. Posi... PositIVITY?!
Yes, I know. Where has the doom and gloom gone?
Honestly, I don't know, but presumably the same place as my exhaustion, my lethargy, my hunger pangs, and my apathy.
I feel like someone flicked a switch and turned a light on inside, and I'm *me* again for the first time in so, so long that I can't even begin to recall who I even was back then.
I feel... alive, and driven, and passionate, and energetic, and HAPPY and ALIVE and happy to BE alive.
And I still can't believe that I have been through everything I have - through the years of depression, the battle with PCOS, the bulimia, the black, black days when all I could see was misery and destruction and all I wanted was to die - just because I never knew it could be different if I just changed a couple of little things.
This is amazing. This is life, and today I feel like I can grab it with both hands and wring every last little bit of living out of it that I want to.
On the other hand, maybe I am just on drugs. All natural ones, I hasten to add
Honestly, I don't know, but presumably the same place as my exhaustion, my lethargy, my hunger pangs, and my apathy.
I feel like someone flicked a switch and turned a light on inside, and I'm *me* again for the first time in so, so long that I can't even begin to recall who I even was back then.
I feel... alive, and driven, and passionate, and energetic, and HAPPY and ALIVE and happy to BE alive.
And I still can't believe that I have been through everything I have - through the years of depression, the battle with PCOS, the bulimia, the black, black days when all I could see was misery and destruction and all I wanted was to die - just because I never knew it could be different if I just changed a couple of little things.
This is amazing. This is life, and today I feel like I can grab it with both hands and wring every last little bit of living out of it that I want to.
On the other hand, maybe I am just on drugs. All natural ones, I hasten to add