So what do u call a whale with a polka-dotted tail?
Got out of work nice and early 2night... woot. Feel bad for Laura though... again they stiffed her and took THE FLIPPIN' head cashier for that night and had her work during the day. Laura is a part time head cash and she would like to REMAIN that way... but I guess the fuckers at work... Ron in particular, forgot about that. So I hope Laura has a good night and I love you man!
I'm bored as all hell and I still have that INCESSANT burning in my right eye... damn infection. I have this weird sore on the inside of my lower lid... and since my eye is so irritated, my vision is once again taking a turn for the worse in my right eye. Unfortunately... I have been so down this past year, I chose earlier in the year not treat my eye... even when I first noticed something wrong. This cost me some of my vision. Not bad though... I mean the best my vision will be in my right eye (with glasses) is 20/40... but I remain worried... I don't want it to get worse. I have an appointment on the 17th of this month and as far as I am concerned... it can't come soon enough!
I guess... there is a lesson to be learned about all this. I mean, a person can make mistakes... but mistakes DON'T make a person. Meaning a person can learn and grow from his/her mistakes, not be them forever. I allowed my mistakes to turn me bitter and become inward... Yes I am positive at times and when I feel positive I express it. It's good to spread nice vibes. But then those morbid little dark feelings come popping up and do their best at bringing me down. I have won and lost many battles with myself... but in the end I remain positive that I will win the war I waged inside my head.
I suppose what my ramble is trying to say is that don't give up on yourself... take care of yourself and the rest will all fall into place. If I had this epiphany 6 months ago... I would probably still have full vision in my right eye!
Man... I'm sorry about the ramble... I do that sometimes. LOL
I'm bored as all hell and I still have that INCESSANT burning in my right eye... damn infection. I have this weird sore on the inside of my lower lid... and since my eye is so irritated, my vision is once again taking a turn for the worse in my right eye. Unfortunately... I have been so down this past year, I chose earlier in the year not treat my eye... even when I first noticed something wrong. This cost me some of my vision. Not bad though... I mean the best my vision will be in my right eye (with glasses) is 20/40... but I remain worried... I don't want it to get worse. I have an appointment on the 17th of this month and as far as I am concerned... it can't come soon enough!
I guess... there is a lesson to be learned about all this. I mean, a person can make mistakes... but mistakes DON'T make a person. Meaning a person can learn and grow from his/her mistakes, not be them forever. I allowed my mistakes to turn me bitter and become inward... Yes I am positive at times and when I feel positive I express it. It's good to spread nice vibes. But then those morbid little dark feelings come popping up and do their best at bringing me down. I have won and lost many battles with myself... but in the end I remain positive that I will win the war I waged inside my head.
I suppose what my ramble is trying to say is that don't give up on yourself... take care of yourself and the rest will all fall into place. If I had this epiphany 6 months ago... I would probably still have full vision in my right eye!
Man... I'm sorry about the ramble... I do that sometimes. LOL