single yet again...
bobby and i broke up this morning... online
it was dumb, i asked him if we were okay and he said he didn't know. i asked him if he wanted things to be okay and he said he didn't know. so i got all pissed and was like so are we not going out then because that was not at all reassuring. he said that he felt like i liked him more than he liked me, didn't have the same desire to spend time with me anymore, and felt like he didn't like me as much as he did when he first asked me out. he was like "i'm sorry" and i was like "yea me too" he didn't like that one. not the first time this has happened but it is definately the last. I was really heartbroken when it first happened but now i'm surprisingly okay. he apologized a lot and was trying to be as nice about it as possible. he told me i could insult him if i wanted to and he take it because he was sorry that he hurt me, i told him i couldn't because it wasn't really his fault. i'm okay tho. and it's really shocking to me. i think i kinda knew it was coming because we basically haven't talked in 2 weeks with the exception of the fireworks. he didn't return my calls and stuff so i was just like, ah, hell with it. but yea, i'm fine. I broke my promise again tho, i promised myself i'd never cry over a boy, but i had to. I don't want this to be like last time and not have us be able to hang out tho cuz he was like one of my best friends before we went out. He said he still wants to hang out alot and stuff cuz he considered me more of a best friend than his girlfriend and he doesn't want to have ruined the relationship that we had. i guess we'll see what happens, ya no?
On a lighter note, hidden hollow is having a splash party on friday night, get your little asses there everybody!!!
much love, erilizzie
it was dumb, i asked him if we were okay and he said he didn't know. i asked him if he wanted things to be okay and he said he didn't know. so i got all pissed and was like so are we not going out then because that was not at all reassuring. he said that he felt like i liked him more than he liked me, didn't have the same desire to spend time with me anymore, and felt like he didn't like me as much as he did when he first asked me out. he was like "i'm sorry" and i was like "yea me too" he didn't like that one. not the first time this has happened but it is definately the last. I was really heartbroken when it first happened but now i'm surprisingly okay. he apologized a lot and was trying to be as nice about it as possible. he told me i could insult him if i wanted to and he take it because he was sorry that he hurt me, i told him i couldn't because it wasn't really his fault. i'm okay tho. and it's really shocking to me. i think i kinda knew it was coming because we basically haven't talked in 2 weeks with the exception of the fireworks. he didn't return my calls and stuff so i was just like, ah, hell with it. but yea, i'm fine. I broke my promise again tho, i promised myself i'd never cry over a boy, but i had to. I don't want this to be like last time and not have us be able to hang out tho cuz he was like one of my best friends before we went out. He said he still wants to hang out alot and stuff cuz he considered me more of a best friend than his girlfriend and he doesn't want to have ruined the relationship that we had. i guess we'll see what happens, ya no?
On a lighter note, hidden hollow is having a splash party on friday night, get your little asses there everybody!!!
much love, erilizzie