help?
Wow I feel pretty pathetic for posting this, but I need some kind of release of my thoughts...
have you ever felt so strongly about someone, and wanted to be with them so badly that any attention towards another girl made you insanely jealous? The less I see him, the more I think about him, and when I do see him, my heart skips a beat or two and words suddenly become difficult to form and it's like a high being near him, it lasting only less than a minute. I've fallen hard for guys before, but this is one feeling I can't shake off, even if I already spent a whole summer away from him. I'm not suggesting that I'm in love-maybe it's infatuation, maybe lust-I don't really know, but I do think that if it was as insignificant as that my feelings would have faded by now. Really? I just want to get over him and have him stop being in my thoughts constantly. And maybe it would be easier if he had a girlfriend, but he doesn't and even though I know he would never date me, the optimist in me is still holding on to any shred of hope that maybe he'd come around and want to be with me. As badly as I want to be over him, I'm not and I don't know how to change that. Here's where the help could come into some use.
have you ever felt so strongly about someone, and wanted to be with them so badly that any attention towards another girl made you insanely jealous? The less I see him, the more I think about him, and when I do see him, my heart skips a beat or two and words suddenly become difficult to form and it's like a high being near him, it lasting only less than a minute. I've fallen hard for guys before, but this is one feeling I can't shake off, even if I already spent a whole summer away from him. I'm not suggesting that I'm in love-maybe it's infatuation, maybe lust-I don't really know, but I do think that if it was as insignificant as that my feelings would have faded by now. Really? I just want to get over him and have him stop being in my thoughts constantly. And maybe it would be easier if he had a girlfriend, but he doesn't and even though I know he would never date me, the optimist in me is still holding on to any shred of hope that maybe he'd come around and want to be with me. As badly as I want to be over him, I'm not and I don't know how to change that. Here's where the help could come into some use.