召喚
And after a couple of very stressful weeks of constant anxiety, breathing problems and dizziness the fashion show project finally came to an end. it was quite a catastrophic event and didn't go as planned at all, but nonetheless we are pleased with our hard work and realize that we couldn't do anything else to change the situation. I did end up almost fainting during the day, I didn't cry once, but I was at the breaking point of breaking down at the beginning of the day, after everything was over, I just went home and cried for a great while, It was well needed.
I realize that at least half of the stress and anxiety is completely gone, I have less of those dizziness attacks and I can finally breathe. Boy, was that a hard task, glad that it's over and i never want to do it ever again. Now I only have 2-3 school related work-things to do, and then I'm free! And I survived! BLISS.
I can't wait for UC, and I can't wait to meet my friends and then directly go to Härnösand and live in my grandmothers little cottage in the woods and just be. There won't be any cars or traffic lights or running to busses. Just us, the lake and the summer breeze.
oh and as you might now, during all of this chaos with life and me I found it extremely relaxing to watch tons and tons of Avatar episodes, so I kinda watched everything of that, and have now moved onto Korra. Best.decision.ever.
I realize that at least half of the stress and anxiety is completely gone, I have less of those dizziness attacks and I can finally breathe. Boy, was that a hard task, glad that it's over and i never want to do it ever again. Now I only have 2-3 school related work-things to do, and then I'm free! And I survived! BLISS.
I can't wait for UC, and I can't wait to meet my friends and then directly go to Härnösand and live in my grandmothers little cottage in the woods and just be. There won't be any cars or traffic lights or running to busses. Just us, the lake and the summer breeze.
oh and as you might now, during all of this chaos with life and me I found it extremely relaxing to watch tons and tons of Avatar episodes, so I kinda watched everything of that, and have now moved onto Korra. Best.decision.ever.