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[eastboundlove]

i have to be in the worst mood ever.

im soooo tired of doing the same thing everyday.
i wake up at 6:27. get on here and see if i have messages.
if i have some i respond, if not i go wash my hair.
i wash my hair get a drink come back in here and blow dry it.
then i go downstairs to get my clothes
cause they are NEVER in my closet or drawers.
i get dressed and then i do my make up.
i walk to fucking school
or i get a ride.

regardless i do the same fucking thing every fucking day
for the last 4 years of my life. its REALLY getting old.
and i dont know how much longer i can do it.
i really dont.

i was sooo close to staying home today.
and then i realized i had to go.
well.. actually my mom told me i did.
because fucking asshole cockwhore marzen called my mom and told her i was section editor
and that i have responsibilities.
if people dont do their fucking stories and i go to school for nothing.
all hell will break loose cause im not in the mood.
and yeah.
wednesday.. im DEFINITELY staying home.
because i cant go these 3 days.
im so sad. but oh well.

im kinda worried about economics though.
oh well.

this is how i feel:
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the end.