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this weekend was a weekend.. could have been better, could have been worse.
friday night steph came and picked me up and i hung out at her house for a little while and then we went to ricks house. we watched dawn of the dead aka boobs galore and super troppers. then rick took steph home and then me. i came home and was up for alot of the night just thinking. kenny came and got me saturday. i went up westminster. i wish i could stay there forever. i get so upset/angry when its time for me to leave.
i dont know why i really update this.. i NEVER write what i want to. cause i know if i do people will say shit to me, and i dont want to deal with any of it. i dont want to deal with anything. i just want to be happy.. and thats not working out.
i find out tomorrow if i get that job. i PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY that i get it. i need this job so bad. i really do. im willing to work hard too. because i know i need to work for what i want.. someone just needs to give me the chance.