Aug 16, 2004 23:04
have you ever got that feeling that something's bad is going to happen???Well, that's how i been feeling all damn day..And i hate when i start getting these feelings because something bad eventually happens..I try not to think about the possibilities because the things that i think about are the things that i think would happen to a loved one and i can't take another death or whatever is going to happen...atleast not now.Too much shit's going on in my life to have something else just pop up..I just been stressing out lately way too much..and something's wrong with ernest.We haven't talk much lately because he's just been holding back on something that i still don't know what it is..Hopefully it's nothing bad that's gonna happen to him..bla..i wish i could just go on a deserted island for one good week with everything i need and just think..have more space and more time to think because when they're so many people around it's like they're clouding my thinking space..asdflajkhsdlflasdjf ok i don't wanna talk about this shiznitz ne more :\ :[
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