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okay, so ive been chillin mucho with ali lately, which i love, she rox. so last night i went with her to drop her car off for service so she would have a way home, duh. anyways, after, we went out to dinner and she was texting this kid whos in one of her classes. so she invites him to dinner and omg, he was so freakin hot i can't even tell you. (like so hot that i had a dream about him...dont be gross guys, it wasnt like that). but he's super nice and everything, but of course she thinks he's hot too. what's new...im always attracted to the same guys as my friends..tho in this case you cant help it cuz hes like crazy hot, anyone would be attracted to him. We ran into him again today, and then I saw him after class. Just one thing, I've never been like this in my whole life, but i literally can't eat in front of him. like, i feel sick, i just can't do it. Last night we boxed up our food and ate it at Ali's house after we left the restaurant. how sad is that!? Anyway, yea, he's hot...and im pathetic.
I dont wanna write another entry about how much shit i have to do any more than u guys wanna read it. Just know that I miss you, and I wish I had more time for everything. It's not a matter of making time, there really isnt any. So I'm sorry if I haven't called as much as usual, or im not so readily accessible. but not being readily accessible makes me realize how little my old friends are calling. I still talk to like 2 people on a semi sort of regular basis..this makes me sad. But I guess its to be expected, cuz things definitely arent how they used to be...I'm so glad I have my sisters now, cuz without them, I don't know what I would do with myself. Going Greek definitely changes lives, and I'm so thankful for it. It's definitely helping me through an otherwise unstable time in my life. A time where there's so much going on, I feel overwhelmed and therefore unmotivated. I don't really know where I was going with this, cuz I don't mean to say that my Greek friends are the only friends I want right now. I want to be able to be with my old friends before you all go away this summer/fall....i dont know...thoughts are getting lost in my head...later.
I dont wanna write another entry about how much shit i have to do any more than u guys wanna read it. Just know that I miss you, and I wish I had more time for everything. It's not a matter of making time, there really isnt any. So I'm sorry if I haven't called as much as usual, or im not so readily accessible. but not being readily accessible makes me realize how little my old friends are calling. I still talk to like 2 people on a semi sort of regular basis..this makes me sad. But I guess its to be expected, cuz things definitely arent how they used to be...I'm so glad I have my sisters now, cuz without them, I don't know what I would do with myself. Going Greek definitely changes lives, and I'm so thankful for it. It's definitely helping me through an otherwise unstable time in my life. A time where there's so much going on, I feel overwhelmed and therefore unmotivated. I don't really know where I was going with this, cuz I don't mean to say that my Greek friends are the only friends I want right now. I want to be able to be with my old friends before you all go away this summer/fall....i dont know...thoughts are getting lost in my head...later.