How I feel right now is not something I can express to an extent where you will understand it. I don't have the words to do it, but I am only human, though this may be a human thing or it may surpass humanity. I do not believe in the innate goodness of man. I believe in a Javertian (ho hum, made up word) fashion that each person is born in sin and must find his own way if he is to be good. It is certainly easier to be immoral, which is why we value goodness and virtue. If we were all born good, what would be the value in being virtuous.
This is something the inherent goodness of which I cannot grasp, I don't comprehend it. I may feel hopeful, though why hopeful, I don't know. It's a kindness beyond my ability to understand or even process.
firelady113, happy 19th. I have just now finished your present. I give this to you upon my return from Super Sekrit Adventure. I hope it isn't too lame.
I'm going away, until Sunday.
Smith Island, in Maryland, but just barely. It's quite far away. Quite. My father's in the Coast Guard Auxiliary, so I get to go do secretarial stuff for them because they're teaching this class on boating safety that I have heard so many times that I've got far too much of it memorised.
Alessa the
Laptop comes with me, as does the camera, so I'll take pictures and notes for you. I think I shall be spending a lot of time in their cemetery, since these are establishments which tend to attract me. I also have somewhat of a thing for epitaphs.
I have some thoughts but those are for later. Bye everyone. Feel free to talk at me, or to
text, or call if you've got the number, though my phone seems to not want to let me make or answer calls of late.
Bye bye. I see everyone later.