not meeting expectations
"hey dad, so did you hear about me getting 20,000 dollars a year to chapman?"
"yeah its still not enough, what about the other 22,000?"
well, im sorry that being named a presidential scholar and being given 20,000 dollars a year is not good enough for you. sorry, i guess im just not a 42,000 dollar kid. i must just suck at life, i must just be a horrible dissapointment to you. too bad you're so cynical you couldn't even fucking say CONGRATULATIONS. thanks for your support, i now can see how much i matter to you. i can see how much you just hate our family and want to eacape. god, your saddled with such an inadequate kid aren't you, poor jay his daughter only gets scholarships for 20,000 thats so hard to face. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU AND THE WAY YOU HURT ME. why cant you at least have the good taste to openly admit you dont think i can do it instead of just poking me here and there, making me cry and feel like shit. why cant you just be PROUD of me or be, god forbid, HAPPY for me.
"yeah its still not enough, what about the other 22,000?"
well, im sorry that being named a presidential scholar and being given 20,000 dollars a year is not good enough for you. sorry, i guess im just not a 42,000 dollar kid. i must just suck at life, i must just be a horrible dissapointment to you. too bad you're so cynical you couldn't even fucking say CONGRATULATIONS. thanks for your support, i now can see how much i matter to you. i can see how much you just hate our family and want to eacape. god, your saddled with such an inadequate kid aren't you, poor jay his daughter only gets scholarships for 20,000 thats so hard to face. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU AND THE WAY YOU HURT ME. why cant you at least have the good taste to openly admit you dont think i can do it instead of just poking me here and there, making me cry and feel like shit. why cant you just be PROUD of me or be, god forbid, HAPPY for me.