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god i had such a good night with dan. he is truly my soulmate, my better half, my best friend. i never new it was possible to be so close to someone, or so happy in that closeness. when im around him i just want to jump and yell and kiss and cry all at the same time and all out of extreme happiness. i took him to third place books yesterday and we bought dinner and talked on the couches for a long time. then we went to this private dock on the water and talked for another hour or so. it makes me scared when we talk about the future though cuz he's going away to college and he wants to travel the world for a year and i dont know if i fit with those plans. but then i know he could tell i was a little sad and cupped his hands around my face and said he was going to do whatever it took to be happy, regardless what that implied. which i guess is good, cuz i make him happy. i also got to know a little more about his OCD and how it affects him and why he had a panic attack last night. he also said he likes me because i challenge him and i force him to look at teverything a different way. so yeah, it was nice