Hollywodd Hills And Suburban Thrills Hey You Who Are You Kidding?
why am i still so hung up over paddy? all i need to see is his away message saying he is happy and i go off into this big cloud of depression. its not like im not having fun or being happy, why does it bother me when i know hes doing the same. i should be happy that hes hapy. if i truly care about him i should want only the best for him. i wish my head could have a little chat with my heart and get it all straightened out. yuck, i hate feeling this way i wish i could get it to stop. i feel like such a selfish mean person.