songs of the day, and request
Two songs that are speaking to me in my current situation...
"Numb" by Linkin Park
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
"Black Rain" by Staind
Well, I know the words,
But I can't really speak them,
To you.
And I hide all the pain,
That I've gained with my wisdom,
From you.
And I'm eaten alive,
By what I hold inside.
All the things that I live with,
I can't easily hide.
And I'm left here with nothing,
Nothing to live for;
But you.
It's not easy to hide,
All this damage inside.
And I'll carry it with me,
Until I'm not alive.
When you look at my face,
Does it seem just as ugly,
To you?
And I can't seem to erase,
All the scars I have lived with,
From you.
I'm so sick of this place,
And this taste in my mouth.
Cause of you I can't figure,
What I'm all about.
And I'm left here with nothing,
Nothing to live for but you.
It's not easy to hide,
All this damage inside.
I'll carry it with me,
'til I'm not alive
The request is that Im looking for more music to listen to.... songs about abuse, control, relationships ending, empowerment, whatever. Favorite genres are rock, alternative, metal, goth, industrial. So if anyone has any playlists they want to share, or suggestions, please leave a note!!!!