Jul 05, 2007 18:57
Hope you all have been doing well! I'm wayyyy behind in reading...but I'll catch up.....
Last night was really wierd. I was nervous about being in a house I didn't know at night...alone in a large space...sleeping. So I had some images floating around but I tried to push them out. Just fear wanting me to give right in! I eventually feel asleep. I dreamed...or so I thought at the time. When I woke up I was like...wtf just happened. Cause the dream felt real on a level that I've never felt before...when I dreamed. I was in the same house...but it looked just a little different. There was a bedroom on the first level on the right instead of the left and the upstairs had a hallway.
The dream, I think makes sense to me, on an energy level. I drank tea...went looking for true girl...ran into her dad and said hi as he walked buy (didn't expect him to be up)...went upstairs and down the hall...realizing that I probally shouldn't go see true girl now cause her mom won't like that so much...and true girl respects that. So I headed back down stairs and used the restroom.
So basically, in trying to connect with true girl I hit all this energy. Dad and mom energy that tries to block us from reaching each other. Primarly Dad energy. Not saying they are bad...but dad feels it's the best for his daughter.
I had other dreams...both were at work or had to deal with work. I haven't really firgured those two out yet...
But I have to say, I'm really happy to have remembered a dream. For the last two weeks I haven't remembered my dreams....even though I dream every single night. That's very unusual for me. It got to a point where the last few nights I've set my intention a lot stronger to remember my dreams. The thing about it though is that I have the same feeling I did above. The astral..out of body..feeling. Cause I would wake from a dream...realize I dreamed....think abou the dream and getting up....then feel like I sort of leave my body cause it feels so real. I begin to 'dream' about writing the dream down or getting up or thinking about the dream (but awake). Then I'll snap back and realize what just happen as I lay swearing cause I can't remember the dream now.
Strange things.....