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What would happen if I just gave in? Let go? Let go of expectations? Changed the lens I'm looking at life through? Accepted situtions? Loved freely? Was all that I could be?
It gives me hope. That there is something better than this moment now.......
That I can laugh till I cry every single day. That I can be free to play and enjoy life like children do. That I can love with all of my heart. That I can decide to do something and succeed in it. That I can feel connected to people in a different way. That I can feel closer to my family.
Change is scary. There a lot of changes happening all the time. I resisit it most of the time. Just like I'm resisiting the fact that J has moved on. But resisitance does no good. It only magnifes. So whatever I put my focus and enery on only gets bigger in my vision.
I really need to work on changing that. Perhaps starting back up with gratitudes. Both current ....but also what I want to manifest in my life.
It's easy to do when your feeling good. But it's when your feeling low that you really need it the most. You have to shine your own sunshine on yourself. And realize that this is only a moment. By doing gratitudes you can realize that your life really is a good...that you have so much. That you have soooo much to look forward to. You can even show gratitude and love to the situations that are challenging you the most at this time. It will transform it into something more beatiful. It can makes room for forgiveness........
So I'll give it a try. Perhaps I've been looking through a dirty lense.....maybe it wasn't even my own lense.......
It gives me hope. That there is something better than this moment now.......
That I can laugh till I cry every single day. That I can be free to play and enjoy life like children do. That I can love with all of my heart. That I can decide to do something and succeed in it. That I can feel connected to people in a different way. That I can feel closer to my family.
Change is scary. There a lot of changes happening all the time. I resisit it most of the time. Just like I'm resisiting the fact that J has moved on. But resisitance does no good. It only magnifes. So whatever I put my focus and enery on only gets bigger in my vision.
I really need to work on changing that. Perhaps starting back up with gratitudes. Both current ....but also what I want to manifest in my life.
It's easy to do when your feeling good. But it's when your feeling low that you really need it the most. You have to shine your own sunshine on yourself. And realize that this is only a moment. By doing gratitudes you can realize that your life really is a good...that you have so much. That you have soooo much to look forward to. You can even show gratitude and love to the situations that are challenging you the most at this time. It will transform it into something more beatiful. It can makes room for forgiveness........
So I'll give it a try. Perhaps I've been looking through a dirty lense.....maybe it wasn't even my own lense.......