Jun 01, 2007 14:57
That reminder was so nice. It really warmed my heart. Cause I've been having a hard time with letting myself go. I feel very strongly for this new woman in my life and I'm scared........so I've been holding back. That last paragraph.....is just perfect for right now......
It's funny. I went hicking/camping this past weekend and I got a bit sick. My body was really purging and I guess I got some cleansing. Thing is, my body doesn't want what it use to want. There has been a shift. Maybe I'm just more aware of my body and it's needs....I dunno. But it actually wants healthy food!!! Yesterday I had McD's fries (knowing my body didn't want it....my head did! LOL) and after eating them my stomach felt gross. I ended up eating what I brought...a potato...yummy. Much better. Even now....I have cookies and junk in my drawer...and my body is like "Gross!!!! No way!!!!". It's strange...........
Not bad.....I'd like to eat better..........
I really need to focus on exercise....I'd love to be slimmer by mid-summer.....like enough I could show off my belly if I'd like....yeah....that'd be really nice..............
:)