Wow....I just got done reading this post via manifest
http://mrfire.blogspot.com/2007/05/getting-something-off-my-chest.html And wow.....perfect timing and such a good message.
LIke:
After all, if we attract everything, how did I attract this?
By the time I got home, I felt a renewed sense of power. I went online and shot off emails to people who I felt could help me.
Some people were close friends for emotional support.
In short, I focused on
forgiving myself and others. I focused on letting go of resentment so I could release any stuck energy in my body and again be at a place of health; of peace.
Send love
All is well
don't be a victim, be a victor;
don't focus on what you don't want, focus on what you do want;
don't assume what you want to change is bad, it may actually be good for you;
don't sit and wait for things to happen, take action, any inspired action, to get things started;
and always maintain hope.
One of the bigger one's is to reach out for support and help (granted his was a biggie biggie). So yeah.
Ok. I went on break and I'm back to typing. I looked up what it was. I dunno. Maybe..who knows. I called my family adn asked them. My uncle's response was, " I don't know about herbal stuff....but (stepping on the pedestal) it's better to go and get it checked out and stuff---early intervention."
No matter what....this pain that I feel is not normally associated with that region.
So I dunno. I've got some thinking to do. Funny thing...as I talk about it....the 'pain' (cause it's not intense...just I can feel it..like light cramps) get's more and more intense. I typed out a bunch of stuff about the this...and then deleted it all. Once again...it seems the more I talk about it....
I'm gonna stop talking about it right now......