That girl I dated/hung our with....Games

Aug 11, 2008 18:29

So in the emails she was trying to blame me for her pain. It's not mine and in no way am I responsible. I was honest and I didn't owe her anything. If she were my gf then it'd be a different story. I texted her asking if she was at Market Day and she had just left. Nothing more. I texted her asking if she'd be there tomorrow and she said that she had lunch plans and would let me know. Ok.

Thing is she never texted me back on Sunday. Not really that big of a deal in my book but I see the game she is trying to play with me. Thing is it doesn't effect me. I'm nuetral to it. The only person it's effecting is herself. When I told her I was taking a weekend for me, when I didn't text back right away, or see her on that Sunday, I was taking owning my power. Doing as I need to for myself. In this little game of hers she is trying to take back her power, be in charge, and prove to me who's the boss. I get it. I don't really care though. (well enough to type this out....plus some games are just funny ) She wants to hurt me and make me feel the way she does.

It's not really working but I"m sure in her mind it is. It can keep her safe and let her know that, she's still got it. "it" being control.

Well, as of right now I'm going to drop her picture on myspace and just drop her energy all together. (not delete just in case I'm wrong...but I don't feel I am) More so because I don't feel like seeing her face or her energy anymore not because I want a response out of her.

I refuse to play little kid games like this one. I'll just end it like it should be ended. Why communicate with someone you have nothing with anymore......?
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