I should be sleeping.

[earthwinddusk]

Life is coming at me so fast now. My beloved tax internship is over in 2 weeks and I'm going to be looking for a new job. I really hope they decide to hire me back on when I graduate because I really like it. I graduate in December. After close to 20 years of spending my life at school I will be done with it forever. That's such a weird feeling. For the first time ever I'm going to be moving out. I'm going to be responsible for even more than now. I'm also coming to the sad realization that my options for roommates is slim to none. My friends seem to be living in their own little bubbles and well I dunno what's going on with Noah. He's finally decided to stay in Louisville but he seems so unhappy with the decision like how much of a burden it is to stay here for me. Someone please tell me- am I supposed to be happy that he's staying here or stressed that I seem to be screwing up all these wonderful life plans he had for himself? That seems to be a growing issue lately: figuring out how to stay true to what I want out of life & figuring out how to fit into what other people have going on. Things seem to always work themselves out even if it's not the most desirable route so all I can do is keep pushing ahead.
"Life's a journey, not a destination." - Aerosmith