Diggin up the past.
Been digging through old entires to pluck out some great memories. Its weird to read what i wrote 4 or 5 years ago, it feels like a different person. On another note, this month marked the 5 year anniversary of our first date. Heres to the past...
From 8.14.2003
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/46230.html?nc=1
Megan moves in a week. I am determined above anything else in this world that i will make this work beautifully. I honestly believe it wont be a big issue and I wont actually have to 'work' at it too much. I cant believe all we have been through. I dont know what could be thrown at us that could be any harder than what we have already fought through.
I am really happy for her to be getting away from home and starting her education which I am sure she will love. I just wanna be able to be there all along the way to support her in any and everyway possible. I really would do anything for her. Without even thinking twice. I could never begin to explain how much i love her.
From 7.03.2003
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/41343.html?nc=2
This could of been written a couple of months ago. Weird parrallel.
But on a good note I had a great time last night. Life is so much different now. Its so hard to understand whats going on. So much can change in one day. I honestly cant believe where I am right now. It took just a few hours to turn my life upside down. I really need to slow down and look around. I want to grab at the walls that surround me just to make sure they arent part of some elaborate stage. But everytime I reach out she is really there. I can feel her soft skin. I can look into her eyes. I can feel her lips pressed so gently against mine. And now I realize more than ever how different it is to hug her as opposed to everyone else. An experience rivaled by absolutely nothing. Perfection. Words fail in everyway. For so long now I have been missing an entire part of myself. And now I cant even explain how exciting this is to me. How surprising. Exhilirating. I just cant believe this is happening. And now my mind can think of little else. I hope we continue down this path. I have high hopes. I think I have grown alot and have learned so much. And I think things can be a million times better.
Whats amazing to me is that so much time has passed and yet when we are together its like nothing has changed. Like we have stepped back. I feel so many things alive between us and its amazing that it has not only survived the storm it has been put through but has lasted over time. Time when we were completely apart. This tells me it is alot more than just a passing feeling but that there is really something special between us. Something about who we are that makes us perfect together. I cant wait to see how these days and weeks ahead play out.
Heres to the future and all the possibilities.
From 10.28.2002
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/26385.html?mode=reply
all i have to say is saturday was one of the best nights of my life. I am constantly reliving it over and over in my head. All I have to do is picture her face and all the best feeling I have ever had rush over me. She makes me feel so....just amazing. I cant even describe it. If I tried to it would be a disgrace. She is everything
From 9.29.2002
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/24354.html?mode=reply
SuzieCue6: so few people find someone they can communicate and love the way you do with megan
From 9.08.2002
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/23259.html?nc=5
I couldnt be happier. Of course nowadays i say that alot and then in 10 seconds time I am once again absolutley in awe at how perfect life can be. If I had wings I couldnt be flying as high as I am now. Things have been so hard and full of interuptions and people trying to sabotage the most pure thing in this world....but we have risen far above it and are only stronger. I am the luckiest man on earth. Everything I have ever dreamed about...all i have seen romantisized in the movies has been crushed and over shadowed by what I now experience. I am struck with awe.
From 9.02.2002
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/22640.html?mode=reply
She is the chill that shoots down my body rushing through my skin, she is the rush of adrenaline as the breath flees from my lungs and my heart beats out of my chest, she is the desperate feeling of anticipation as I bite my lip and crave her soft caress. I am in complete awe at every little thing about her. She is what the word 'perfect' was meant to describe.
From 8.08.2002
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/21090.html?nc=2
No matter what is wrong she can fix it. Even if I don't know what is wrong...she can fix it.
From 8.06.2002
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/20719.html?nc=12
The word perfect is a word I dont think many people actually understand. I know I never understood it til recently. How can you understand a definition as powerul as the one for "perfect" without experiencing it? Well I have experienced perfection. It is more amazing then I could ever have imagined. It has left me speachless, breathless, and simply taken back with amazement and wonder.
Yesterday will never be forgotten. It is a day by which all others will be measured.
From 6.24.2002
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/18359.html?nc=20
I miss her. I miss her sooo much. Its really wearing on me. The whole situation really stresses me out. I really don't want them to win. They won't win. We WILLwin. We have to. We're too good together for it to not work.
From 5.06.2002
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/13472.html?nc=3
Well on sunday I had a hot date. It was with a girl I met at a show. I knew going to those things would pay off. Well, we ate had mattas, had a nice walk. Its was a spectacular time. We both like each other alot, its really good times. Plus shes really hot...Andy likey, Andy want wingy.
And a recap of Megan and I meeting that I had written on 5.07.2002
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/13592.html#cutid1
From 8.14.2003
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/46230.html?nc=1
Megan moves in a week. I am determined above anything else in this world that i will make this work beautifully. I honestly believe it wont be a big issue and I wont actually have to 'work' at it too much. I cant believe all we have been through. I dont know what could be thrown at us that could be any harder than what we have already fought through.
I am really happy for her to be getting away from home and starting her education which I am sure she will love. I just wanna be able to be there all along the way to support her in any and everyway possible. I really would do anything for her. Without even thinking twice. I could never begin to explain how much i love her.
From 7.03.2003
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/41343.html?nc=2
This could of been written a couple of months ago. Weird parrallel.
But on a good note I had a great time last night. Life is so much different now. Its so hard to understand whats going on. So much can change in one day. I honestly cant believe where I am right now. It took just a few hours to turn my life upside down. I really need to slow down and look around. I want to grab at the walls that surround me just to make sure they arent part of some elaborate stage. But everytime I reach out she is really there. I can feel her soft skin. I can look into her eyes. I can feel her lips pressed so gently against mine. And now I realize more than ever how different it is to hug her as opposed to everyone else. An experience rivaled by absolutely nothing. Perfection. Words fail in everyway. For so long now I have been missing an entire part of myself. And now I cant even explain how exciting this is to me. How surprising. Exhilirating. I just cant believe this is happening. And now my mind can think of little else. I hope we continue down this path. I have high hopes. I think I have grown alot and have learned so much. And I think things can be a million times better.
Whats amazing to me is that so much time has passed and yet when we are together its like nothing has changed. Like we have stepped back. I feel so many things alive between us and its amazing that it has not only survived the storm it has been put through but has lasted over time. Time when we were completely apart. This tells me it is alot more than just a passing feeling but that there is really something special between us. Something about who we are that makes us perfect together. I cant wait to see how these days and weeks ahead play out.
Heres to the future and all the possibilities.
From 10.28.2002
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/26385.html?mode=reply
all i have to say is saturday was one of the best nights of my life. I am constantly reliving it over and over in my head. All I have to do is picture her face and all the best feeling I have ever had rush over me. She makes me feel so....just amazing. I cant even describe it. If I tried to it would be a disgrace. She is everything
From 9.29.2002
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/24354.html?mode=reply
SuzieCue6: so few people find someone they can communicate and love the way you do with megan
From 9.08.2002
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/23259.html?nc=5
I couldnt be happier. Of course nowadays i say that alot and then in 10 seconds time I am once again absolutley in awe at how perfect life can be. If I had wings I couldnt be flying as high as I am now. Things have been so hard and full of interuptions and people trying to sabotage the most pure thing in this world....but we have risen far above it and are only stronger. I am the luckiest man on earth. Everything I have ever dreamed about...all i have seen romantisized in the movies has been crushed and over shadowed by what I now experience. I am struck with awe.
From 9.02.2002
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/22640.html?mode=reply
She is the chill that shoots down my body rushing through my skin, she is the rush of adrenaline as the breath flees from my lungs and my heart beats out of my chest, she is the desperate feeling of anticipation as I bite my lip and crave her soft caress. I am in complete awe at every little thing about her. She is what the word 'perfect' was meant to describe.
From 8.08.2002
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/21090.html?nc=2
No matter what is wrong she can fix it. Even if I don't know what is wrong...she can fix it.
From 8.06.2002
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/20719.html?nc=12
The word perfect is a word I dont think many people actually understand. I know I never understood it til recently. How can you understand a definition as powerul as the one for "perfect" without experiencing it? Well I have experienced perfection. It is more amazing then I could ever have imagined. It has left me speachless, breathless, and simply taken back with amazement and wonder.
Yesterday will never be forgotten. It is a day by which all others will be measured.
From 6.24.2002
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/18359.html?nc=20
I miss her. I miss her sooo much. Its really wearing on me. The whole situation really stresses me out. I really don't want them to win. They won't win. We WILLwin. We have to. We're too good together for it to not work.
From 5.06.2002
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/13472.html?nc=3
Well on sunday I had a hot date. It was with a girl I met at a show. I knew going to those things would pay off. Well, we ate had mattas, had a nice walk. Its was a spectacular time. We both like each other alot, its really good times. Plus shes really hot...Andy likey, Andy want wingy.
And a recap of Megan and I meeting that I had written on 5.07.2002
http://earthtoandy.livejournal.com/13592.html#cutid1