The Last Straw

Jul 24, 2006 12:48

One of you knows this...

But my girlfriend and I recently broke up.

Actually, she left me.

For the reason "I'm only happy when I'm with you... when you're not around, I'm miserable". Stupidest reason ever? I think so.

Anyway, as it turns out, she's gotten back together with her ex. The ex that left her for a 15 year old saying "she reminds me of you when we first met".

While we were together, she told me I was everything she's ever wanted. I made her happier than she's been in a long time. But she left me, for the man that betrayed her. Betrayed me for the man that betrayed her. I felt bad for her... not being able to move on.... but tonight...

Tonight was the last straw...

While we were together, he made threats that he was going to "fight me", despite the fact that everyone who knows us knows I would destroy him. And while we were together we avoided, I was forced to avoid, anywhere he might be... to avoid "problems".

Tonight... SHE BROUGHT HIM INTO MY FUCKING HOUSE!!!!!

I was in our/my room taking a nap. I hear her open the door and she didn't say anything... And then, I hear his voice in the living room. I turn over and say

Me: "Risky move."
Her: "What is that supposed to mean?"
Me: "You know damn well what that means."
Her: *A noise*
Me: "What's to keep me from going out there and breaking all of his limbs and spine? You're showing an awful lot of faith in me..."
Her: "I don't think that you're a bad person."
Me: "I am a bad person. Ask anybody.... besides, breaking him wouldn't make me a 'bad person'... it would make me human. No more, no less."
Her: *Stares at me*
Me: "You want this. I've done nothing but been amazing to you, through everything... you want me to react and beat the fuck out of him, just so you can justify what you've done to me in your mind."
Her: "No I don't! This isn't a game! I just came home from work to get changed."
Me: "You can't fucking bullshit me Casey! You have five minutes. When they're up... his body is forfeit."

She changed and they were gone within the five minutes....

It's time for Carl to stop having so much control...
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