i could leave you alone captn' you make the call

[earthsetsin]

you can be aggressive/
i think i would like it/
my gosh if i have to move slower this train may just stop and if i stop all the gypsies would leave me.
and then what would i do with all of the food?

i could leave you alone {captn'} you make the call/
but i am interested/
and you could tell me your not/
its alright/
its best that if your not you tell me now/
because i just might pull you to the side/
if i just feel like doing so later.

i think i like chords/
glances, then smiles/
another glance after the first one and dayum lifes great/
then i look away/
smile, crack a joke, then go on with my fucking day/
and when the sun sinks and and the house gets colder, i notice im alone/
and i miss having the warmth of a body next to mine/
but its not a shoe most can slide on/
and i dont think it even has a size or a particular preference/
i think i want someone who doesnt mind giving/
and i want someone who doesnt get offended by me being to nice/
and i want someone that can just sit still/
i like stillness, see its sexy/
movement is a way to get away, and i don't want you if your planning your escape/

walls/
oh fuck/
when one sees walls/
they are there/
and i dont think that its easy to move into a small doorway that has a desk in front of it/
i think we are beings of challenge and we are beings of pain/
i wish that we would just relax and feel love/

love/
love/
its not handcuffs/
its not a bind/
when your heart rises/
and your mind wanders/
and your lips curve up/
up/
up, higher until the gittiness of your everything has increased 30 times/
then you know you are feeling love/
and 'in love'/
oh fuck the concept/
not that i dont believe in it/
but i dont want to focus on it/
when your eating apple pie enjoy the fucking bite and dont think about the dishes afterward/

i think its funny all of those little curve balls/
crushes/
laughes/
calls/
hopes/
they're good they keep me going.