Jul 03, 2005 14:57
2 days into my 2 week stay at home, my mom hasnt been here the whole time, hiram (step dad) is in the hospital. friday from 10 till 6 me and bre worked with jenny at her shelter, and sat i woke up and found a note addressed to megan and the girls.. like im not part of the whole "girls"
this whole note bitched about how we were suppose to fold the clothes do laundry and dishes and blah blah blah now keeping in mind i just got here thursday night and friday morning there was a list of chores for us to do.. (but we didnt see it because we were working with jen)
behind this note was another note addressed to me.. it said basically... megan i dont know how you think you can just come in here and freeload around while your living under my roof your expected to do all the chores i want you to do, and get a job... (now im only home for about 2 weeks keeping in mind...) and on the nights you have to work you will be home in the bed by 11 and on the nights you dont have to work you will be in the bed by 1. also while you live under my roof you will also attend church with me. blah blah blah... holy fucking shit.... now also you should know that mama and i dont communicate well but i come home and i am nice to her and we havent argued about anything .. so this is all out of nowhere..
she doesnt want me here.. and she mentioned every little pet peeve she knows i have to make me leave. so i packed my stuff and left as she wanted... jenny went with me last night to our families farmhouse in bainbridge to stay for the night and the rest of these 2 weeks i am just homeless i guess.... its sad that mama doesnt want a lesbian under her roof, for sake of what people might think.. and thats exactly what it is.. she doesnt want jenny and bre to hang around me its like im a pollution or something.. jenny had to fucking loose an arm to stay a couple of nights with me in gainesville recently and i should have seen this coming.
i put my cell phone on the counter with a sign "keep it" a bove it so that number is not one you can reach me at anymore.... take care to all... and love be with you..