Back from the dead

May 01, 2012 19:26


It wasn't until I was told that my payment for the account was approved that it occurred to me that this was still here! All to say that holy crap has life been busy.
Fuck, let's be honest: I'm just that lazy to write it down.

I've been on an emotional roller coaster of complete chaos and I frankly have no idea what's going on in my life. Graduation has been set for the end of the year which kinda ticked me off, but it's life, and it always finds a way to night-stick me in the ass.

I'm going to a field school in New Mexico for six weeks and I'm absolutely terrified. Sure, the dig, discoveries, knowledge and the chances to brown nose my professor are great and all....but we'll be camping for six weeks. CAMPING! Ugh, my idea of camping is a rolling blackout. The lights and TV shit off and I'm like "gasp! In camping!"
To help me through the process I'm forcing mother to buy me an air mattress and 700 CC's of Off, and I'll shave my head.

I'm single again, and frankly I'm too tired to go over the details. All I can say is right now I'm just too full of self loathing and pathetic self esteem to look for a mate right now. I'm just really over it. And the wonderful dilemma through it all is that everyone else seems to be pairing up.
I'm getting a pet in July, case closed. I'm not really horny as I am just painfully lonely.

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