in tulsa
i so desperately want to tell my dad and i am so unbelievably nervous and i feel like there's a very angry, very heavy monkey sitting on my back... i'm so tense i'd likely bounce like a spring if someone came up behind me...
i know it'll be ok. there are so many reasons i'm nervous, and so many of those are ridiculous. i can't believe i, of all people, have internalized transphobia on some level. oy, so much to think about.
ok, i'm freezing my ass off and tired, so i'm gonna go get in my warm bed. later!
~S.
i know it'll be ok. there are so many reasons i'm nervous, and so many of those are ridiculous. i can't believe i, of all people, have internalized transphobia on some level. oy, so much to think about.
ok, i'm freezing my ass off and tired, so i'm gonna go get in my warm bed. later!
~S.