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so i haven't updated in a while. This week hasen't been the best ever but it was ok. THe weekend was eventful. On friday we had make-up degree yea for my second little. After we went to Baskin-Robbins, i love ice cream, i don't care how fattening it is, it is just good stuff.
Well saturday was mountain blast, for those who don't know what that is it is when we get a bunch of high school students together and have them play with us. They sit with us in the stands and they play some songs during halftime with us after we preform. Last year it was only like 20 people this year it was about 200, yea that is what i said 200. Way to many marching band high school students in one place. Some of them were cool but a bunch of them were a little rude.
The highlight of my weekend was Chad. He had to sit through the whole football game, because i had to march. He was just sitting there and i want to go see him so bad but i had to sit with the band. I missed him so much, i was so glad he came up last night. I wanted to spend more time with him. But he had to go back to the vally to do homework. I think we was up here for about 20 hours, longer that is all i have to say. I cryed when he left, i felt pathetic. He kept telling me not to cry but i couldn't help it, i feel like such a damn girl, and i hate it, i hate getting emotional, i hate missing people, i did that last year, i missed someone for too long and now i am getting emotional over missing someone for two weeks, two fucking week. I came back to my room after he left and i watch to sapppy girl movies and ate choclate, i feel so week, i feel out of control. I want to have hold of my emotions. I had hold of them for so long, i didn't let shit affect me. I don't like crying i don't like being like this. I know he loves me and i know we have to deal with this, but i really dont' like being in a long distnace relationship. I have to deal with it casue i love him too. HARD HARD HARD HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want life to be easy again. Well now that i have ranted about that enough. i am going to be off. Obligations call me, talk to y'all later
Well saturday was mountain blast, for those who don't know what that is it is when we get a bunch of high school students together and have them play with us. They sit with us in the stands and they play some songs during halftime with us after we preform. Last year it was only like 20 people this year it was about 200, yea that is what i said 200. Way to many marching band high school students in one place. Some of them were cool but a bunch of them were a little rude.
The highlight of my weekend was Chad. He had to sit through the whole football game, because i had to march. He was just sitting there and i want to go see him so bad but i had to sit with the band. I missed him so much, i was so glad he came up last night. I wanted to spend more time with him. But he had to go back to the vally to do homework. I think we was up here for about 20 hours, longer that is all i have to say. I cryed when he left, i felt pathetic. He kept telling me not to cry but i couldn't help it, i feel like such a damn girl, and i hate it, i hate getting emotional, i hate missing people, i did that last year, i missed someone for too long and now i am getting emotional over missing someone for two weeks, two fucking week. I came back to my room after he left and i watch to sapppy girl movies and ate choclate, i feel so week, i feel out of control. I want to have hold of my emotions. I had hold of them for so long, i didn't let shit affect me. I don't like crying i don't like being like this. I know he loves me and i know we have to deal with this, but i really dont' like being in a long distnace relationship. I have to deal with it casue i love him too. HARD HARD HARD HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want life to be easy again. Well now that i have ranted about that enough. i am going to be off. Obligations call me, talk to y'all later