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Ok tell me why people know so much about my life yet cant be a part of it. I read their journal and i want to be part of their life cause they made an impact on mine. But i know they read mine and somehow they keep up with my life and yet never do they want to talk to me really. I miss them. Watching Queer as Folk made me relize that more then any one knows.
I feel like Brain when he looses such a good friend. I imagen what they would say insted of this other person i am hanging out with ( hey other friends don't take that the wrong way love you all very very very much) I think up what they would say adn how i would react, what we would be doing and what we would be fighting about. MAore then anyone can know i hurt and it is to hard to move on after all of that time, after know them so well and being able to second guess their every move. I never had friends like that and i screwed up such a good thing through really stupid desicons. MAybe i should of stayed in mesa adn maybe i should of relized things much earlier maybe i would still have that shoulder i had for so long maybe i would be crying right now and maybe "For Pete's Sake" wouldn't twist the knife every time i hear it. MAybe i would be driving in a car with them right now lisening to the same old songs that played in my car for everytime we went somewhere maybe i could work things out and maybe i wouldn't want to dissapear..............................
For Pete's Sake Lyrics
So I'm left wondering
there is so much left I wish that I could say to you
Silence I keep
For fear of breaking myself down and maybe getting through
getting through to you
For Pete's Sake
Let's see straight
Clench your fists up in rage
Hurts to know
We could throw
All this time away
Let's try and work it out
Please don't be angry anymore I'm on your side
I don't want to fight
Put this hate aside
Get back to a place where you and I can still be friends
Whoa ya want it
Whoa ya need it
Whoa ya want
Whoa
For Pete's Sake
Let's see straight
Clench your fists up in rage
Hurts to know
We could throw
All this time away
And all the answers you're racing to find out
They might outrun you in the end
And all the answers you're racing to find out
They might outrun you in the end
I feel like Brain when he looses such a good friend. I imagen what they would say insted of this other person i am hanging out with ( hey other friends don't take that the wrong way love you all very very very much) I think up what they would say adn how i would react, what we would be doing and what we would be fighting about. MAore then anyone can know i hurt and it is to hard to move on after all of that time, after know them so well and being able to second guess their every move. I never had friends like that and i screwed up such a good thing through really stupid desicons. MAybe i should of stayed in mesa adn maybe i should of relized things much earlier maybe i would still have that shoulder i had for so long maybe i would be crying right now and maybe "For Pete's Sake" wouldn't twist the knife every time i hear it. MAybe i would be driving in a car with them right now lisening to the same old songs that played in my car for everytime we went somewhere maybe i could work things out and maybe i wouldn't want to dissapear..............................
For Pete's Sake Lyrics
So I'm left wondering
there is so much left I wish that I could say to you
Silence I keep
For fear of breaking myself down and maybe getting through
getting through to you
For Pete's Sake
Let's see straight
Clench your fists up in rage
Hurts to know
We could throw
All this time away
Let's try and work it out
Please don't be angry anymore I'm on your side
I don't want to fight
Put this hate aside
Get back to a place where you and I can still be friends
Whoa ya want it
Whoa ya need it
Whoa ya want
Whoa
For Pete's Sake
Let's see straight
Clench your fists up in rage
Hurts to know
We could throw
All this time away
And all the answers you're racing to find out
They might outrun you in the end
And all the answers you're racing to find out
They might outrun you in the end