darkest before dawn . . .
In just a few hours the car service will be here to pick us up and take us to the surgical center for our first eye surgeries. I am feeling pretty good, but still nervous about it all, because there is always a risk to everything, but I am trying to push that out of my mind and only think good and positive thoughts.
I took this picture the other day at the Oasis and thought black and white suited the mood.
Just now I looked at the picture again and I think this is how I feel a lot of the time. Not just now before they are going to mess with my eyes, but when I am out in society or feeling insecure and like I don't belong, a lone soul in big black waters. I'm not trying to be a downer, just thought this really depicted the introverted loner that is really me, behind the facade.
Anyways, I will be back to report on everything as soon as I am able.
I took this picture the other day at the Oasis and thought black and white suited the mood.
Just now I looked at the picture again and I think this is how I feel a lot of the time. Not just now before they are going to mess with my eyes, but when I am out in society or feeling insecure and like I don't belong, a lone soul in big black waters. I'm not trying to be a downer, just thought this really depicted the introverted loner that is really me, behind the facade.
Anyways, I will be back to report on everything as soon as I am able.