Monday and many things . . .
I often think that when you get out of the habit of doing something it is hard to get back into a regular routine of doing it again. I suppose that is what has happened here with me on LJ. I do look forward to writing and reading and hearing from friends each day. No excuses, except I’m just out of the habit
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My mind is so much on Irene right now, mostly because there's not much time left and I want to get as much of her as I can. And also hope I can be a comfort in some way to her, too.
After I made the appointment with the doctor, I felt such a relief and a load off my shoulders. Like I could then get on and plan other things in my life. I don't like the way my mind works sometimes, in this planning and orderly fashion. My dad got skin cancer at about the same age I am right now and battled with it for the rest of his life. Not life threatening, but more of an annoyance that got worse over time, never better. Pete has had it for about 10 years now and goes every six months to be checked and get them zapped off.
I haven't got to read a lot of my friends lately, but I knew you had been absent for a while. This morning I smiled when I saw your familiar pink flower icon. I'm glad you are back too.
My picture made me think of me standing back in the shadows and darkness, and knowing there's a beautiful light out there if/when I choose to go into it.
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I am sorry you are going through this tough time.
Skin cancer seems to get us all as we grow older. I guess we just have to cope with it. I'm sorry your dad had to go through so much of it. I notice a coupple of men here are having more trouble than most and these guys are fair. One spent a lot of time on boats.
I think I am the impulsive type but Gyro taught me to plan, and now I have trouble moving foreard without planning everythig in advance and sticking to it!
I agree with Puddleshark that you should noit feel guilty. Life gets very hectic at times!
And now I have a picture of you in my mind of standing under that tree looking into the beautiful light.
Thank you so very much for being in my life, Kathy.
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