Sunday
Things were okay today.
I'm very relieved to have the house to myself now. I'm going to finish clearing off the kitchen table and the counter and do some cleaning.
Then it is on to doing the collages for Fred's funeral. We got such great pictures of Fred. His baby pictures, school pictures as he grew up, pictures from the service and pictures from some weddings of the family.
It's just hard to get my head around him being gone. For all the bitching I did about him over the years, it was good to know he was a phone call away if I needed him. And every now and then it just sneaks up on me that I can never call him and say hey again.
Cancer sucks.
He had bile duct cancer which I did some research on and it's rare. It usually hits people who are 65 or over. And it's usually too far along to do much with once it's detected.
*sigh*
I think it's time to check out the sauce and dip some bread in for quality control.
I'm very relieved to have the house to myself now. I'm going to finish clearing off the kitchen table and the counter and do some cleaning.
Then it is on to doing the collages for Fred's funeral. We got such great pictures of Fred. His baby pictures, school pictures as he grew up, pictures from the service and pictures from some weddings of the family.
It's just hard to get my head around him being gone. For all the bitching I did about him over the years, it was good to know he was a phone call away if I needed him. And every now and then it just sneaks up on me that I can never call him and say hey again.
Cancer sucks.
He had bile duct cancer which I did some research on and it's rare. It usually hits people who are 65 or over. And it's usually too far along to do much with once it's detected.
*sigh*
I think it's time to check out the sauce and dip some bread in for quality control.