more mystery
I swear I got my word count over 1000 but it's back at 947. Maybe I was fantasising...
lhynard made a very random appearance in one of my dreams last night. Don't ask me how it's possible to dream about someone who you don't know. All I know is that he was there. Or at least someone claiming to be lhynard. ;p He came to comfort me about breaking up with
jeltzz only he didn't know it was actually me, and when we worked out each other's lj names it was all a bit awkward. ;p
On that note...
jeltzz and I are officially back together. We were acting like we were anyway, now at least we have some clearly defined roles again.
I feel a little torn, as I know that I am disappointing many of the people who love me most. But I love him, and he loves me, and no-one else knows us as well as we know each other. This is what we want and what we think is the best thing to do. I hope and pray that in the end all concerns (mine included, don't think that I don't have my own apprehensions!) will turn into relief and joy... prior to heaven or Jesus' return. ;p
lhynard made a very random appearance in one of my dreams last night. Don't ask me how it's possible to dream about someone who you don't know. All I know is that he was there. Or at least someone claiming to be lhynard. ;p He came to comfort me about breaking up with
jeltzz only he didn't know it was actually me, and when we worked out each other's lj names it was all a bit awkward. ;p
On that note...
jeltzz and I are officially back together. We were acting like we were anyway, now at least we have some clearly defined roles again.
I feel a little torn, as I know that I am disappointing many of the people who love me most. But I love him, and he loves me, and no-one else knows us as well as we know each other. This is what we want and what we think is the best thing to do. I hope and pray that in the end all concerns (mine included, don't think that I don't have my own apprehensions!) will turn into relief and joy... prior to heaven or Jesus' return. ;p