hmmmm....
oh the drama and chaos is unbelievable! i am officially half way though the program. every once in a while that sadness comes back to haunt me. regret for being lazy all those years. so many hopes and dreams on hold or just suppressed. the things i should of and could of done. still learning to appreciate the here and now, that has always been so hard for me. i am not satisfied with where i am but trying to be patient as steps are taken to make the changes needed. feeling late in life. missing the voice that sang the songs so late at night easing my fears and pain. pushing replay on the song of regret for not living up to my word and expectations. so many things love to haunt me as fall sets into winter. a time to remourse the lost is within days of arrival, must still sew camerons costume.