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Wahoo! I have a ticket to Taste of Chaos. I'm uber excited. I get to see 30 seconds to mars for the third time in a year. It's at Arco so I won't freak out and panic like the last time I saw them. I'm excited. And there will be loads of cute boys to have at... I mean... to meet. Yeah.
So I'm good with the whole "boy" situation. At least our friendship hasn't changed. Although, I did sleep in bed with him only in his boxers... that never happened before... whatever. We are good and that's all that matters.
Now I must find a new boy before this one realizes that his subconsious wants me. Ask anyone, he does. We act like we are dating. I've had people ask if we were dating, how long we've been dating, are we ever going to date. Okay, so I'm not "GOOD" with the situation, but I'm learning to deal. We just talked on Thursday, I'm allowing myself a week to feel sorry for myself on my own. But really, I'm not crying or being crazy. It's a new wound, and it'll take time to heal. I just want to sew it up and get on with my life. I'll have him as a friend and I'm fine if there's nothing more to that.
So I'm good with the whole "boy" situation. At least our friendship hasn't changed. Although, I did sleep in bed with him only in his boxers... that never happened before... whatever. We are good and that's all that matters.
Now I must find a new boy before this one realizes that his subconsious wants me. Ask anyone, he does. We act like we are dating. I've had people ask if we were dating, how long we've been dating, are we ever going to date. Okay, so I'm not "GOOD" with the situation, but I'm learning to deal. We just talked on Thursday, I'm allowing myself a week to feel sorry for myself on my own. But really, I'm not crying or being crazy. It's a new wound, and it'll take time to heal. I just want to sew it up and get on with my life. I'll have him as a friend and I'm fine if there's nothing more to that.