Feb 16, 2005 15:04
well ladies and gentlemen two days ago was valentines day. yes to all you single time visitors i am single. yet oddly i'm not miserable. and that's the game folks! for those of you who don't know life can suck balls. and let me say that it's a little salty. anyway it's odd that i'm not miserable, because with the aforementioned reason in mind i'm usually very miserable. amazing what love can do to ya huh? yep you heard it straight from the horse's mouth. the cold hearted bastard that is myself, has been charmed, seduced, and just encountered an all around melting of the mind, soul and heart. i can now melt when sweet nothings are whispered into my ear. and to tell you the truth it scares me shit-less. for those of you who have followed my development throughout life, you may remember my entry about my girlfriend and you may be wondering what i mean. to explain, about a week after the end of that relationship,i figured out that if i wanted to move on i would have to stop feeling about her. duh right? but the problem was i did'nt know where to stop. i soon found my self not feeling anything. of course i pretended, to ease the worries of my formerly bothersome friends.
i must leave you all now,
live long prosper and may the force be with you.
josh