Jun 14, 2005 21:32
School is finally out... well not officially but finals are over so im not going to school until friday so i can pick up my report card. This Saturday is summer jamz and i am uber excited. I heard ciara is supposed to be there and i love ciara. its gonna be a whole bunch of beautiful people there which means i have to look cute at summer jamz. Summer jamz is like the official kick off of summer in detroit. I bet imma see everybody i know and they mamma at summer jamz. I been thinking about wearing my hair all hoodrat like so i can blend in more with the crowd but i dont know yet. I bet like almost everybody in the city is gonna be there. Im going with Jasmine since Ya'el is being gay and wont go with me since she is anti-negro these days and shes black herself. Im not hatin on Jasmine, I actually like hanging out with her. She said she was going to ask Salah if he wanted to go with us, i hope he says yes because he is so beautiful and he's only 18 which is good for me:) I really wanted Lante' to come but she wont be home until monday:( i miss allante', shes in florida baking and playing volleyball in some kind of international tournament thingy.
Yeah, my report card should be coming home on friday and i am predicting that i got a 2.2 again. ouch. not good but im so happy its summer that im aint even thinkin about that damn report card. This has nothing to do with my school work but the mayor said the city firework show is back on! SIGH, im so relieved. i didnt know how i was going to function without fireworks.
On a lighter note, really when i say lighter I have lost 20lbs since 2 1/2 weeks ago! i am so excited. im on the atkins diet which is just phenomenal for me. I am fitting into clothes now that i couldnt fit into since 8th grade and now im going to the 11th grade. I went to old navy today and had a blast trying on clothes. The pants I was wearing were practically not even on, they were sliding down so horribly. I found i was happiest when clothes i tried on were too big and wouldnt stay up:) im not use to having clothes fit that big on me (well actually my mom always buys my clothes too big for me which totally sucks ass, i hate when she does that. I think she just wants me to be fat...argh). but yeah the size i use to wear is now 2 sizes too big. I think i might have lost weight in my chest area though. It sucks because I already was boobiely challenged and now im even flatter than before but its all good in the neighborhood! some people ask me "tara, why r u on a diet?", there is an underlying reason as to why i am dieting but the world may never know this reason.
Umm yeah this was a pretty long entry so i think im going to stop right..........here.