It's too late for that. First of all, I'm not going to lie, and before that email was sent the entire pod held a meeting and voted on it, which is why it's from "pod124" instead of from any individual. It was written by four people working together and every member of the pod had to approve it before it got sent out, except for me because I said I wouldn't take part in it. I still checked it over and made sure it wasn't angry and vengeful, though. Also, H. and M. both expressed their distrust of me even before I voiced my opinion at the meeting, and said that's why they haven't really talked to me for a month. Apparently it's not about you, it's about me. And M. loves talking about how she can feel people's energies and always knows things about other people, but when I finally told her how negatively the Sunday meeting affected me she was totally shocked and said she had no idea how hurt I felt at the way I was talked down to.
So, like I said, it isn't just you. If my honesty resulted in betrayal of other people's trust, then there's something deeper going on. Especially as M. trusted me enough after I saved her life.
Sorry, I'm really bitter and really, really hurt by this whole thing. As you'll no doubt figure out when you read my recent updates.
So, like I said, it isn't just you. If my honesty resulted in betrayal of other people's trust, then there's something deeper going on. Especially as M. trusted me enough after I saved her life.
Sorry, I'm really bitter and really, really hurt by this whole thing. As you'll no doubt figure out when you read my recent updates.
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