avoiding job hunting yet again
HI GUYS,
so first things first. i heard a rumour of a rumour involving my engagement. despite the falseness in the rumour i am disappointed that i didnt recieve any messages of congratulations. hmmm. thankfully this test of friendship provides a 'fire-drill' of sorts and i can instruct my dear friends how they can do better when the event actually arrives (if ever). BUY ME PRESENTS!!!!!!!!!!!
so i try to avoid live journal. or at least posting my entry. my page is so boring and has crappy photos. so sarah im leaving the design and the posting of new photos up to you. you know my password etc. i know you will be oh so grateful for this opportunity. anyone has any furthur problems with my lack of activity they can discuss it with my designer.....
so im back in london. beautiful city. looking for a job once again. i forgot how competitive it is here. today i had an interview at a new upmarket restaurant in town. all was good until they made us stand up impromptu and try and sell something. anything. i was third. i was shaking and went red and couldnt string two words together or even look up off the floor. mortifying. even the people who dont speak english did better. i know it doesnt sound so bad but i really struggle with public speaking.... argh.
my last few weeks in edinburgh were amazing if not a blur. free drinks every night served by the simple west-australian farm boy ash. he can lift a hay (?) bail on each arm. then drunken sexual encounters with same farm boy. got a bit ridiculous after a week as apparently they dont understand the word 'foreplay' in western australia...
then a hungover painful train ride back to ol london town and my first ever housemate gemma otherwise known as 'goth vegas'. scraping the bottom of the barrel money wise and still unsure about work iv been occupying my time with season 2 of the L word and my attempt at detox.
Our first home in London, the NEVERN HOTEL, shuts its doors for the final time on sunday. gemsy and i have been lucky enough to score the very rare opportunity to attend this prestigeous event on the arm of earls courts very own drug dealer. 'fonzie'. hopefully it should be a night of severe chemical abuse and catching up with old friends. fingers crossed.
anyway thats about it for me now. for another 3 months. ciao bellas. x
so first things first. i heard a rumour of a rumour involving my engagement. despite the falseness in the rumour i am disappointed that i didnt recieve any messages of congratulations. hmmm. thankfully this test of friendship provides a 'fire-drill' of sorts and i can instruct my dear friends how they can do better when the event actually arrives (if ever). BUY ME PRESENTS!!!!!!!!!!!
so i try to avoid live journal. or at least posting my entry. my page is so boring and has crappy photos. so sarah im leaving the design and the posting of new photos up to you. you know my password etc. i know you will be oh so grateful for this opportunity. anyone has any furthur problems with my lack of activity they can discuss it with my designer.....
so im back in london. beautiful city. looking for a job once again. i forgot how competitive it is here. today i had an interview at a new upmarket restaurant in town. all was good until they made us stand up impromptu and try and sell something. anything. i was third. i was shaking and went red and couldnt string two words together or even look up off the floor. mortifying. even the people who dont speak english did better. i know it doesnt sound so bad but i really struggle with public speaking.... argh.
my last few weeks in edinburgh were amazing if not a blur. free drinks every night served by the simple west-australian farm boy ash. he can lift a hay (?) bail on each arm. then drunken sexual encounters with same farm boy. got a bit ridiculous after a week as apparently they dont understand the word 'foreplay' in western australia...
then a hungover painful train ride back to ol london town and my first ever housemate gemma otherwise known as 'goth vegas'. scraping the bottom of the barrel money wise and still unsure about work iv been occupying my time with season 2 of the L word and my attempt at detox.
Our first home in London, the NEVERN HOTEL, shuts its doors for the final time on sunday. gemsy and i have been lucky enough to score the very rare opportunity to attend this prestigeous event on the arm of earls courts very own drug dealer. 'fonzie'. hopefully it should be a night of severe chemical abuse and catching up with old friends. fingers crossed.
anyway thats about it for me now. for another 3 months. ciao bellas. x