the hostel party...
hiya girls,
Last night there was a big party in the hostel. i got drunk. gemma got drunk. damien was mean to me and told me he doesnt like me. then we went for a walk to this beautiful park nearby which only the rich people have keys for. we climbed the fence and lay on the grass and damien smoked some more weed. it was nice to talk to actually talk to him. we decided that we are never going to work and perhaps this should be a casual thing. we then had sex in the middle of the night in the middle of the park in the middle of freezing fucking winter in london. it was the nicest sex since iv been here. then we went and had some dinner and went to bed. he is a bed hog and never moves over and i always wake up sore. he was cranky and bossed me around and blah blah. he does to many drugs and drinks too much and never remembers what he says. first he says he doesnt like me then he says im his baby and blahblah. iv had enough. i dont want anymore. laura came back from madrid last night and brought me a beautiful hand painted wooden fan that shes teaching me how to flick open. gemmas on the phone talking to someone about her bed bugs. i have to go to work at 5. also the irani guy told me last night he is a sniper. followed by 'iv had a lot to drink and am feeling very horny. how horny are you?' at one point in the night me and gem went and knocked on the door of the two sexiest australians. chris and toby. theyre really nice guys. chris made me coffee this morning. lovely lovely guys. he also told me yesterday that once when he was 17 he didnt have a condom so he used a picnic wrapper. so i bought a mars baar and gave him the rubbish. hes hot. man this is a scattered post. ooooh and helen the irish girl who is crazy and also best friends with damien told me she adores me and that we two are exactly the same. it was nice to hear because i always thought i was never cool enough for her and after she got back from mexico i worried what shed think about me and damo. but iv become really close with her and another girl lisa. they are the sweetest girls and the conversations i have them keep me sane. i got home from work the other night after a chaotic chaotic night at weatherspoons. had way too much to drink a lline of coke and then a shot of helens toxic toxic mexican teuquila. two minutes later everything went black and i stumbled into bed. woke up at 10.30 the next morning. who is this carl that ben talks about in his email? oh god my mind is not quite there at present. look after yourself girls and dont let silly boys get you down. i miss you. love t
Last night there was a big party in the hostel. i got drunk. gemma got drunk. damien was mean to me and told me he doesnt like me. then we went for a walk to this beautiful park nearby which only the rich people have keys for. we climbed the fence and lay on the grass and damien smoked some more weed. it was nice to talk to actually talk to him. we decided that we are never going to work and perhaps this should be a casual thing. we then had sex in the middle of the night in the middle of the park in the middle of freezing fucking winter in london. it was the nicest sex since iv been here. then we went and had some dinner and went to bed. he is a bed hog and never moves over and i always wake up sore. he was cranky and bossed me around and blah blah. he does to many drugs and drinks too much and never remembers what he says. first he says he doesnt like me then he says im his baby and blahblah. iv had enough. i dont want anymore. laura came back from madrid last night and brought me a beautiful hand painted wooden fan that shes teaching me how to flick open. gemmas on the phone talking to someone about her bed bugs. i have to go to work at 5. also the irani guy told me last night he is a sniper. followed by 'iv had a lot to drink and am feeling very horny. how horny are you?' at one point in the night me and gem went and knocked on the door of the two sexiest australians. chris and toby. theyre really nice guys. chris made me coffee this morning. lovely lovely guys. he also told me yesterday that once when he was 17 he didnt have a condom so he used a picnic wrapper. so i bought a mars baar and gave him the rubbish. hes hot. man this is a scattered post. ooooh and helen the irish girl who is crazy and also best friends with damien told me she adores me and that we two are exactly the same. it was nice to hear because i always thought i was never cool enough for her and after she got back from mexico i worried what shed think about me and damo. but iv become really close with her and another girl lisa. they are the sweetest girls and the conversations i have them keep me sane. i got home from work the other night after a chaotic chaotic night at weatherspoons. had way too much to drink a lline of coke and then a shot of helens toxic toxic mexican teuquila. two minutes later everything went black and i stumbled into bed. woke up at 10.30 the next morning. who is this carl that ben talks about in his email? oh god my mind is not quite there at present. look after yourself girls and dont let silly boys get you down. i miss you. love t