Apr 11, 2006 04:05
An event happened today that completely shocked me. I have never felt so destitute, so confused, so hurt in my entire life. There's a girl on my floor who's 17 year-old sister died today. She was hit by a car while walking to school. Now, even though I didn't know her at all, I still feel loss. I think it's the effects of a residence building like mine. It's a community, and what hurts one of us, seems to hurt us all, which is an amazing feeling...
But at the same time, I have started to doubt divinity, and religion. Who, in their right minds, would purposely do something like this? Who would willingly snatch a 17 year-old from their prime? I don't understand, and it's killing me. I just wish I could be there for the family, to take away the pain and suffering; to give them back their daughter. I would literally sacrifice myself to let a seventeen year old walk away from death.WHich is wierd, because I'm literally a year older than her.
One thing has come out of this though. I'm not going to do anymore stupid things with my body