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alas... a fresh start i have already ruined... not that there was some list of resolutions that i have already thrown aside... the new year technically starts on my birthday anyway... *sigh* new year... might as well be the same as last year...ennui... dissapointment... dissapproval... shatted hopes... trampled dreams... down the whiney depressive self-pitying goth inside me controling my pen... i fell like i am wondering through life without the map that was included with everyone else's complimentary life kit... no directions... no destination... no decisions... no change... i don't make a difference... i bitch to much and do to little... i am a hypocrite to the nth degree... short comings a plenty to pile failures atop of...