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ah... the midnight ramblings of an overtired yet moderately alert mind...
last night i dreamt of the west... dreams of buttes at sunset, lonely roads ridden past abandoned gas stations, of kerouac, of clouds, of dust & tumbleweeds, of freedom, of trains... i hitchhike or ride the rails like a post modern hobo or wander with hope of finding that perfect space... that point where emotional contentment sinks in and smooths out the fidgety over-analyzation and soothes my constant wander lust... and from where does it stem?... what drives it?... what feeds it?... and will ever slake it... will it ever be satified?... will i ever be satisfied?... will i ever find contentment?... is that what i am really seeking?... is it an off switch for the brain that i am longing to find?.. or something (someone, someplace) to stimulate it constantly?... starve it or feed it?... what is it that i seek?... that we seek?... what drives the longing?...
last night i dreamt of the west... dreams of buttes at sunset, lonely roads ridden past abandoned gas stations, of kerouac, of clouds, of dust & tumbleweeds, of freedom, of trains... i hitchhike or ride the rails like a post modern hobo or wander with hope of finding that perfect space... that point where emotional contentment sinks in and smooths out the fidgety over-analyzation and soothes my constant wander lust... and from where does it stem?... what drives it?... what feeds it?... and will ever slake it... will it ever be satified?... will i ever be satisfied?... will i ever find contentment?... is that what i am really seeking?... is it an off switch for the brain that i am longing to find?.. or something (someone, someplace) to stimulate it constantly?... starve it or feed it?... what is it that i seek?... that we seek?... what drives the longing?...