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i've been really...flat for the last couple of days.
i don't know what to put it down to.
a combination of a lot of things i guess.
can someone please carry me. i do carry everyone else through their bad times. my turn.
so...urgh.
that's a lie. i have wonderful friends who look out for me. but i often get taken advantage of.
i can't stop thinking about this...mick ruined me. i haven't been able to feel happiness like i used to. i don't smile like i used to. i don't love or trust like i used to.
i can't believe i LET him do all he did to me.
i don't know what to put it down to.
a combination of a lot of things i guess.
can someone please carry me. i do carry everyone else through their bad times. my turn.
so...urgh.
that's a lie. i have wonderful friends who look out for me. but i often get taken advantage of.
i can't stop thinking about this...mick ruined me. i haven't been able to feel happiness like i used to. i don't smile like i used to. i don't love or trust like i used to.
i can't believe i LET him do all he did to me.