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I am now royally pissed.
12 hours in the library straight...I know some Phil....a little Bio...and I have one gigantic phil long essay to prep for.
I'm going to go and stick my head in a toilet. Won't that be fun. 'Cause (Lila, I am SO sorry) I just made myself physically sick with worry. I know...I know...we talked about this. I just can't help it. I am TOTALLY freaked out for Phil. I thought I had overcome this...but apparently I haven't. We shall have a long discussion about this over hot cocoa and bridal magazines when i come home. And Aleric? Oh honey...I'm so so sorry. I can do anything but Phil.
So now I'm going to go and buckle myself down...i am a determined little Smidge, and I AM going to overcome this. I just really need help from God and friends right now. Because I truly cannot do this alone.
On that note, Lily Belt...you are my hero. And I ADORE you. And I shall forever be indebted to you.
And much thanks to Jordan for the caffeine.
I also signed my lease for my very first apartment with Kasey today. That was exciting!
And BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO to a certain someone who has me royally pissed. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
And BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO to bellies that hurt and ache and scared feelings in my heart and panic in my head.
Oh please God, help.
I need you.
12 hours in the library straight...I know some Phil....a little Bio...and I have one gigantic phil long essay to prep for.
I'm going to go and stick my head in a toilet. Won't that be fun. 'Cause (Lila, I am SO sorry) I just made myself physically sick with worry. I know...I know...we talked about this. I just can't help it. I am TOTALLY freaked out for Phil. I thought I had overcome this...but apparently I haven't. We shall have a long discussion about this over hot cocoa and bridal magazines when i come home. And Aleric? Oh honey...I'm so so sorry. I can do anything but Phil.
So now I'm going to go and buckle myself down...i am a determined little Smidge, and I AM going to overcome this. I just really need help from God and friends right now. Because I truly cannot do this alone.
On that note, Lily Belt...you are my hero. And I ADORE you. And I shall forever be indebted to you.
And much thanks to Jordan for the caffeine.
I also signed my lease for my very first apartment with Kasey today. That was exciting!
And BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO to a certain someone who has me royally pissed. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
And BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO to bellies that hurt and ache and scared feelings in my heart and panic in my head.
Oh please God, help.
I need you.