Not a very White Christmas
Hmm lets see of I can recap. Well last tuesday I went to my friends house for a dinner party it was nice to reconnect with friends. But then I found out I was losing the love race by a billion. I'm pretty much the last of my friends to still be a virgin, hell the virgin mary passed her halo over to me but of course its crooked because of all the horrible things i say.
Hmmm I cleaned the house like four times. Friday night was my grandparents christmas held at our house. Food was good but it was sad. Our family is dwindling, less people this year. I was pretty bored, I had no to talk to really. Jake and Kate didn't come up so I was bored. I did get 40 yr old virgin from my secret santa (my mom), but my brother stole it. I got some money which is cool and a gift card to Borders.
Christmas Eve hmm lets see well of course it was like 20 mintues til we left for church and who didn't have anything to wear? Me, every damn time. The sweater I had didn't work out and nothign went with my pants. But my Aunt Lo swooped in and was like what about that sweater you picked out so yeah I got a present early and it worked perfect and so did my breast cancer pin she got me. Mass sucked, I was expecting the kids chirstmas pageant, but there was none. it was us sitting there listening to them say some gift then some family brought it up and oh lets sing every verse of We are the light of the world. I was mad, I sat there in church thinking this sucks, I was really disappointed. So then we went up to my Aunt Jena's for "Open House", theres issues between some family members. Anyways food kicked soo much ass, I was super stuffed. But Christmas eve just didn't feel right again. Ashley was mostly haning out with her boyfriend Jimmy and their dog Trixie. I played some Ping pong and watched some Forrest Gump. Something was just missing.
So Christmas day, I didn't wake up early to open my stocking I figured why theres no reason. All the fun has gone out of the holiday. So I got up and my parents and I opened our stockings and waited for Josh, Kim and the kids to come over. I got a really pretty bracelet from my mom, some socks,cereal, and Going My Way/ Holiday Inn in my stocking. So my bro and the gang showed up and present were opened. Avery threw a fit when it came to the end and there were no more gifts, it was funny. Lets see what did i get, I got some sweaters that I picked out, a vcr/dvd player,and more movies. I got my annual calender of Avery and Emma, and a dvd case so I can lug all my dvds around. Yes I was a loser and alphabatized them. I got an awesome White Christmas basket. It was a Christmas Album from Bing Crosby, a Rosemary Clooney xmas cd, a Vermont candle, the dvd of White Christmas, candles that look like candy canes, some candy, and a small red down comforter thats perfect for movie watching. Other things : Dev got me a James Dean ornament and Heart greatest hits from 1985-1995, Nate got me a free poster of Phantom of the Opera, my cousin Jane and Tony got me a scarf and an awesome book on Marilyn Monroe, my mom got a desperate housewives shirt which she gave to me and I love it, I got a new Scarlett ornament.
So lets see what dvds did i get over christmas: Charlie and the Choclate Factory (ok so its my moms bu tI'm stealing it), Fantastic Four, The Harvey Girls, Hocus Pocus, The Island, Scream trilogy, Skeleton Key, Some Kind of Wonderful, Strictly Ballroom, The Sure Thing, Touch of Evil, and White Christmas. it's pretty sad I picked most of them out.
I guess Christmas was good, just different. I'm really feeling the changes, I'm really noticing things arent the same. I'm sad i shouldn't be depressed around christmas but I am. There's something missing and I'm not sure how to find. Ok the laundry just rang so i bettter go. Sorry for a depressing entry but thats just well how it is. Maybe I'll go watch a movie.
Hmmm I cleaned the house like four times. Friday night was my grandparents christmas held at our house. Food was good but it was sad. Our family is dwindling, less people this year. I was pretty bored, I had no to talk to really. Jake and Kate didn't come up so I was bored. I did get 40 yr old virgin from my secret santa (my mom), but my brother stole it. I got some money which is cool and a gift card to Borders.
Christmas Eve hmm lets see well of course it was like 20 mintues til we left for church and who didn't have anything to wear? Me, every damn time. The sweater I had didn't work out and nothign went with my pants. But my Aunt Lo swooped in and was like what about that sweater you picked out so yeah I got a present early and it worked perfect and so did my breast cancer pin she got me. Mass sucked, I was expecting the kids chirstmas pageant, but there was none. it was us sitting there listening to them say some gift then some family brought it up and oh lets sing every verse of We are the light of the world. I was mad, I sat there in church thinking this sucks, I was really disappointed. So then we went up to my Aunt Jena's for "Open House", theres issues between some family members. Anyways food kicked soo much ass, I was super stuffed. But Christmas eve just didn't feel right again. Ashley was mostly haning out with her boyfriend Jimmy and their dog Trixie. I played some Ping pong and watched some Forrest Gump. Something was just missing.
So Christmas day, I didn't wake up early to open my stocking I figured why theres no reason. All the fun has gone out of the holiday. So I got up and my parents and I opened our stockings and waited for Josh, Kim and the kids to come over. I got a really pretty bracelet from my mom, some socks,cereal, and Going My Way/ Holiday Inn in my stocking. So my bro and the gang showed up and present were opened. Avery threw a fit when it came to the end and there were no more gifts, it was funny. Lets see what did i get, I got some sweaters that I picked out, a vcr/dvd player,and more movies. I got my annual calender of Avery and Emma, and a dvd case so I can lug all my dvds around. Yes I was a loser and alphabatized them. I got an awesome White Christmas basket. It was a Christmas Album from Bing Crosby, a Rosemary Clooney xmas cd, a Vermont candle, the dvd of White Christmas, candles that look like candy canes, some candy, and a small red down comforter thats perfect for movie watching. Other things : Dev got me a James Dean ornament and Heart greatest hits from 1985-1995, Nate got me a free poster of Phantom of the Opera, my cousin Jane and Tony got me a scarf and an awesome book on Marilyn Monroe, my mom got a desperate housewives shirt which she gave to me and I love it, I got a new Scarlett ornament.
So lets see what dvds did i get over christmas: Charlie and the Choclate Factory (ok so its my moms bu tI'm stealing it), Fantastic Four, The Harvey Girls, Hocus Pocus, The Island, Scream trilogy, Skeleton Key, Some Kind of Wonderful, Strictly Ballroom, The Sure Thing, Touch of Evil, and White Christmas. it's pretty sad I picked most of them out.
I guess Christmas was good, just different. I'm really feeling the changes, I'm really noticing things arent the same. I'm sad i shouldn't be depressed around christmas but I am. There's something missing and I'm not sure how to find. Ok the laundry just rang so i bettter go. Sorry for a depressing entry but thats just well how it is. Maybe I'll go watch a movie.