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went to court today.
probation. good kind. couldve been much much much much worse as the judge made sure he emphasized. many times actually. made sure i knew that 99% of the time, no one gets off as easy as i did. its cuz i prayed. God answered my prayer and made it impossible for the judge to punish me too much. i was very lucky to have God on my side! when i walked into court i felt like i was being s cocky cuz i wasnt afraid or nervous at all. i knew what i would get because it was what i prayed for. i knew God would give it to me so why should i fear? and i worked. i only cried a little bit right at the beginning. knowing me i shouldve been crying the whole time from the emotional strain. but i felt very strong today.
im glad it was just me and the lawyer. it wouldve been very very bad with my mom there, even worse if chris knew that i was in greenfield cuz he wouldve shown up.
today was a good day. im so tired though. slept 11 hours last night and i was still exhausted at 1:30 this afternoon. oh well. maybe its a sign im getting over my cold!
probation. good kind. couldve been much much much much worse as the judge made sure he emphasized. many times actually. made sure i knew that 99% of the time, no one gets off as easy as i did. its cuz i prayed. God answered my prayer and made it impossible for the judge to punish me too much. i was very lucky to have God on my side! when i walked into court i felt like i was being s cocky cuz i wasnt afraid or nervous at all. i knew what i would get because it was what i prayed for. i knew God would give it to me so why should i fear? and i worked. i only cried a little bit right at the beginning. knowing me i shouldve been crying the whole time from the emotional strain. but i felt very strong today.
im glad it was just me and the lawyer. it wouldve been very very bad with my mom there, even worse if chris knew that i was in greenfield cuz he wouldve shown up.
today was a good day. im so tired though. slept 11 hours last night and i was still exhausted at 1:30 this afternoon. oh well. maybe its a sign im getting over my cold!