May 05, 2005 07:34
As my typist says, I'm getting 'all angsty' with Seregil gone. But it's hard for me to be without him. We're soulmates, talimenios. I know that he's told me that it doesn't matter if we take lovers or what have you during out lifetimes, besides each other, because we'll always be able to fall back on each other...but... *sighs and shakes his head* I don't want him to think I'm fickle if/when he comes here. I don't want him to find me with someone else.
At the same time, it's hard for me to be alone. I...I had enough of that when my father died. And then when Nysander died, and Seregil was gone. Well, he was there physically, but he wasn't there.
*sigh* I think I'll talk to my typist about how she brought me here, and if I could go back that way or if she could bring Seregil here.