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one more class till im graduated...one more month ahhhhh. cant wait.
i am not in such a good place right now though. scared, nervous, about getting a job in chicago. i am feeling subpar in terms of being a good candidate. i dunno bah.
plus, izzy had to be put to sleep. umm shittiest thing ever? putting a 3 month old puppy to sleep. not even close to recovering from that one yet as it just happened. he was my baby...for the first time i was really the main caregiver for a doggie annnnd he had a congenial defect. meh.
just feeling overall shitty about everything really. kinda want to hide under my covers for a few weeks. or a few years.
nothing seems to be going right in my life...aside from school which of course i know is a huge part but when the other parts are crappy its hard to focus on the im graduating from college thing. must try to remember the positives.
anyone else having a mini life crisis?
i am not in such a good place right now though. scared, nervous, about getting a job in chicago. i am feeling subpar in terms of being a good candidate. i dunno bah.
plus, izzy had to be put to sleep. umm shittiest thing ever? putting a 3 month old puppy to sleep. not even close to recovering from that one yet as it just happened. he was my baby...for the first time i was really the main caregiver for a doggie annnnd he had a congenial defect. meh.
just feeling overall shitty about everything really. kinda want to hide under my covers for a few weeks. or a few years.
nothing seems to be going right in my life...aside from school which of course i know is a huge part but when the other parts are crappy its hard to focus on the im graduating from college thing. must try to remember the positives.
anyone else having a mini life crisis?