What Have I Lost
I realize now what I have lost
I yearn for the times I held you in my arms
Our random flirting with each other
Our complete trust in one another
What we once had will never happen again
It’s my entire fault if I hadn’t screwed up so bad
If I had been a better friend
A better person to you
We may still be best friends
What’s done is done and can never be repaired
If I could go back I would have never made the mistake
Of losing you as a friend
Now I yearn to find another friend like you
But I know deep down I never will
I am not thinking of you in that way as I once did
But I miss you as close friend
The person I could turn to with my deepest darkest secrets
The person that would truly listen to me bitch about all things in life
The person I knew I would have fun with no matter what the circumstances
I have gone and trashed our friendship like it didn’t even matter
All I ask is that you remember the good times we once shared
And find it in your heart
To take me back as we once were
I know it won’t be the same
But I need that assurance to know you will be there for me
To catch me when I fall
To call me out on mistakes I am about to make
To tell me, “I told you so” after I make them
I just want you back as you once were
I yearn for the times I held you in my arms
Our random flirting with each other
Our complete trust in one another
What we once had will never happen again
It’s my entire fault if I hadn’t screwed up so bad
If I had been a better friend
A better person to you
We may still be best friends
What’s done is done and can never be repaired
If I could go back I would have never made the mistake
Of losing you as a friend
Now I yearn to find another friend like you
But I know deep down I never will
I am not thinking of you in that way as I once did
But I miss you as close friend
The person I could turn to with my deepest darkest secrets
The person that would truly listen to me bitch about all things in life
The person I knew I would have fun with no matter what the circumstances
I have gone and trashed our friendship like it didn’t even matter
All I ask is that you remember the good times we once shared
And find it in your heart
To take me back as we once were
I know it won’t be the same
But I need that assurance to know you will be there for me
To catch me when I fall
To call me out on mistakes I am about to make
To tell me, “I told you so” after I make them
I just want you back as you once were